So. I'm going to rant a bit here so well, you might choose to scroll past if you don't really like complains. But uh I thought I had to get it off my chest. :/
So it happens that one of my group members in my artist circle group decided to quit. Which although I would totally miss her but I think I understand her predicament and her choice to leave. But what I got rather fed up is I could not understand why she keep bashing herself for every single thing. Her art, her behaviour, her actions, her----basically her whole existence. It sets me off really because obviously she is one of the best, if not the best already, artist in the group. My standard goes nowhere compared to her. Whenever she moaned about how horrible and ugly and whatever shit her art is, I feel demoralised myself. If she calls her art dumb and shit, then oh hey, whoops where did my art go? Oh somewhere so small and insignificant I can't see it yeah. It really upset me how some people just can't get over the fact that they are good, and just admit it. I mean, a few mops and groans when you gets really frustrated drawing is all fine and people will sympathise with you. But there is a limit to everything. You can't just go on and on being all depressed and emo and expect the others to feel happy about it. Our moods are all interconnected and depression is contagious. It affects us, especially if we are really concerned about you.
Secondly, honestly please stop calling yourself a dog and worthless and shit like that. Those terms are for other people to call you and if they don't, you are not. So please please please I don't like to use shut up on serious situations online but this time please just do everyone a favour and just....stop.
Mmmm okay I guess this was really quite a rough week. I can't cheer up and I don't want to. Maybe I'll get over it in the end. But sometimes sobering up isn't all too bad. Sadness is also a feeling we should cherish.