I've always wondered if anyone else out there feel this way as I do that every single thing, matter, object, essence in this entire universe is actually living. All living, the whole universe, teeming with life! The chair you are sitting on, the computer you are scrolling on, the cup you are drinking from, all alive! The entire universe is TEEMING with live and energy. All those molecules and charges and electrons and atoms and energy, because if we go right to the basic, every single thing is made up of atoms so yes, we are as alive as your bed sheets.

At least I like to think of it that way. What if everything have consciousness except they don't voice it out. What if every atoms harbour thoughts and feelings except ours are smarter. What if what if WHAT IF oh my god think of all the possibilities! Just how small humans are in this universe, small but not insignificant. No no, every single things in the universe are here for a reason, good or bad. Bad to bring out the good, good to inspire more good.

Jesus Christ (I mean really, Jesus) one live of less than a century is just way way way way too short for this....thing called the existence. I could really have been greedy and ask for eternal life here, as me, with my consciousness and identity. So much to see, so much to explore

Multiverse! Multiple universe. What if there is multiple universe? What if there is another Eiko out there being Bad/sad/genius/dumb/popular/loner. Meeting her? What happens if I meet her? Will there be some sort of paradox hole created and all Eikos cease to exist or maybe something worse?

Sweet lord I'm really drunk tonight help. Sometimes feelings and emotions just explode out of me and I just type my thoughts out with no order or sense. Passion, just pure passion. Because I can't tell anyone verbally and because I am even more incoherent IRL than here.

But I'm loving it. I'm loving everything. Life is too short for hatred. But love is okay. Love is good. I'm not trying to sound cliche and all that but think about it, when you love something that emotion you have makes you feel alert and wanting to do things, it is good for yourself. Whilst if you are loathing, nothing happens to anyone except for you feeling uninspired and depressed and upset. Nobody is gonna care or can care about you. So do it the smart way, ignore things that angers you. Focusing on good stuff is so much better.

/cries I really need proper sleep